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wahai pintu hati....

 celikII je dari tidur, handpon yang aku cari.. oh tersenyum ada 1 massage ! dengan penuh semangat aku buka massage itu. bila je bukak, terus mataku terbeliak ! apakah maksud isi kandungan ayat itu... "ni awak cuba dengar lagu Eisya-Nurani" masih terngiang-ngiang ayat itu dalam otak.. aku pun buat keputusan tok search lagu jenis apakah itu. mana tak nye, si buah hati saya ni (dulu lah) tak layan laguII perempuan, nakII lagu sedihII.. suatu petang aku p la search lagu yang die bagi. then, bila aku baca lirik lagu tu,,, sukkkkkk tercucukII hati aku... tunggu masa untuk mata berkaca jea ! seriously aku betulII terasa dan betulII faham keadaan dia waktu ni.. betul lah apa yang dia cakap masa kami tengah skype kelmarin... setiap malam kalau dia termenung ,, dia akan menangis.. cuba korang baca lirik lagu ni... 

Dikala malam sepi bila kusendirian

Kisah silam datang menjelma

Walaupun semuanya telah berlaku

Tapi tetap segar didalam ingatanku

Bila kukenang masa yang lalu

Airmataku membasahi pipi

Angin nan malam teman sejati

Untuk mengubati hatiku rindu padamu

 aku ingat malam tu dia hanya cakap kosong.. tapi bila dia dah bagi lagu ni, hmm, memang betul tu keadaan dia.. betul cakap orang, kalau nak tahu isi hati yang sebenar bagi si kekasih hati, mereka akan luahkan isi hati tu melalui nyanyian.. ni aku dah kene setepek kt muka...  aku pulak malam masa sykpe tu,,, memang tak boleh nak tengok muka dia lamaII.. nanti meleleh la mata aku ni.. cengeng betul aku ni kannn ! tapi aku tak tahu kenapa boleh rasa macam tu.. aku ingat lagi wajah sungul yang direka untuk ceria kt depan laptop...

"AWAK, SAYA RINDU DEKAT AWAK,, SEBAB TU MATA SAYA BERAIR MASA TENGOK AWAK LAMA-LAMA"  

awak mesti ingat lagi kan kata-kata saya dulu yang saya ni susah nak nangis depan LELAKI! tapi, bila depan awak, dengan awak,, saya automatic jadi cengeng! jadi ciwek... saya betul-betul sayang pada awak... tapi saya tahu, awak perlukan masa untuk terima semua ni..  

 awak, awak simpanlah soalan saya malam tu baikII ye.. awak jawab lah bila rasa dah betulII ready nak jawab.. walaupun awak dah bagi jawapn malam tu,, saya nak tahu jugak jawapan lain! tak kira ! hehe. awak,, hatiII n do your best untuk final exam tau! buat yang terbaik! 

credit to: MOHD SHUKRI  RAMLI

HaTi Kaca

Assalamualaikum...

    agak lama lah jugak dah tak bukak blog niyh. rasanya dah nak setahun kot. hihi :D 

    pejam celik pejam celik dah nak masuk tahun II aku kat uitm ni...

banyak jugak lah ape yang aku belajar kt sini. macamII kerenah orang lah jumpa dekat sini...

    yang laters, aku dah jadi mpp. hahaha. tang ni mang aku tak percaya! hahha. kelakar pun adaaa. tapi tu laaaa. kadangII apa yang kita rasa terbaik untuk kita, tapi ia terbalik di sisi Allah :)

    macamII benda lah aku belajar bila jadi Mpp. tapi buat masa ni aku taknak cite pasal mpp. aku nk cerita pasal hati aku yang jadi kaca :( 

     hmm...semua orang nak hubungan dorg berjaya smpai jinjang pelamin. eh bukan taman jinjang kt kepong tu ye! hehe. manusia hanya merancang.. tapi Allah yang menentukan. betul tak ? sedaya upaya kita dok tahan relationship kita tu, kalau luh mahfuz cakap jodoh kita dengan die takat tu, takat tu la waktu bsama die.. kite kene terima seadanya lah walaupun hati tak rela..

     bace je ayat atas semua cakap aku ni bajet cool. padahal banjir dah bilik ni frust ! hahha. bengong kan aku ni ? pasal bende yang tak pasti jodoh yang kekal pun nak nangis.. cengeng betul... tapi tu la hakikatnye. bila pikirkan balik,, membazir gila air mata aku ! haha. tapi kejap jela aku nangis. sebab kawanII paksa aku kuat sampai aku sendiri tension ! hahha. 

    disebabkan putus, aku terus jadi orang lain. hahha. jadi budak jahat! hahha. takde la. aku waras lagi. :D jadi budak makin baik kot :D insyaAllah. hihihi tapi aku harap kalau jodoh aku dengan orang baru, bairlah dia sayang kat aku lebih. hahha. demand kan! :D 

    and pesanan buat my ex: harapII awak jumpa lah gadis idaman yang menjadi igauan hati. haha. kalau nak balik semula tuuu.... mungkin saya akan fikirkan kot. hahha. teetibe nak nego babII  rujukII ni :D hahha. n jangan lah awak buat kerjaII gila.. tak datang faedah punn tau ! biar kita merana dunia, tapi jangan merana akhirat :) 

    akhir kata untuk my ex... saya masih sayang pada awak . 

                      

                  credit to: MOHD SHUKRI RAMLI

    

cinta kita ;)

jujur saya cakap saya betul-betul rindukan kat awak. kenapa aku terlalu sibuk ? kenapa ? bila ingat balik kan , rasa macam kelakar lah perkenalan kita . tak pernah terduga perkenalan sebegitu mampu mengekalkan hubungan kita sehingga hari ini. alhamdulillah :) saya sayang pada awak MOHD SHUKRI RAMLI . malu pulak bila cakap macam ni. hehe. tapi tu la hakikatnya . saya dah tak berani oh nak carik lain . tak tahu kenapa . bila ada orang lain cuba mendekati atau merapati saya , saya akan terus teringatkan dekat awak. apa sebabnye eh? awak tahu tak ? 

gambar pertama selepas hampir setahu bersama :)

gambar tu buatkan saya rindu kat zaman sekolah dulu. awak tahu tak , saya tak pernah bercinta sampai macam ni sekali. biasalah saya kan kuno. hehe. banyak kan halangan yang kita lalui bersama. hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu betapa peritnya hati ni bila berada dalam masalah tersebut . 

i love you <3

KE MANA ARAH TUJU HIDUP AKU ?

aku makin besar. tapi hidup aku macam takda arah tuju. kenapa ye jadi macam tu? aku tak paham lahhh. puas aku mencari apa minat sebenar aku. Ya Allah, kau bantulah hambamu yang lemah ini. 

inForMaL LetTer

112 B, BLOK CITRA 2,

JALAN SEKSYEN 2/20,

TAMAN KAJANG UTAMA,

43000 KAJANG, SELANGOR,

MALAYSIA

11^th August 2011

Dear Anees,

     First of all, I want apologize to you because I’m not beside on you when you want to move to new place. How are you at new place? Are you happy with new life and new family? I hope you in pink healthy.

      Last week, you had called me and talk about your problem that happen in your family. I feel so pity with you. I know how you feel when your step-mother does not like you as daughter, but you should patient to grapple on it. I know, based on your voice last week, you feel so stress and it can make you become mad because of your confusing to think what you should do to face the phenomenon at your home. Now, I will tell to you how to handle depression and I hope you will allow it to reduce your depression.

Firstly, you should sit down and list out of everything that bothering you. For this step, it can satisfy your heart because you have expressed everything on a piece of paper. Then you should think positive what will you do. To handle the problem that you have lost out on the paper, you should thing positively for it. Next, you should think about your ability to do that way to solve your problem and it also can reduce your depression.

Secondly, once you have decided to workable and you need to let go of, because you will feel more in control of your own life. You can do anything that will make you better than before and happy. You can eat lots of food to release your tension and you can cook or busy themselves with any work so can forget immediately our problems that contribute to depression. In this way, you can control your own life without things that interfere with yourself.

Lastly, you can execute any exercise such jog, dance with music or playing something with other friend. When you execute this step, you will feel free from any problem that disturbing your mind because since you do any exercise, you will get more oxygen that can help you more thinking positive and mature. You also will get more health because when you execute this step, you will be slim before this.

So, you no need to be too depressing because all problems can be solve, just need a time to solving it. So, you should be patient when you were face on with any problems. You should always think positive to avoid depression because depression is not good to our health. I hope you can understand and you can doing something for your happiness in family and also do not do something that can damage yourself.

Thank you.

Norazira Najwa

sTreSs

             Everyone has their own style on the stress. Stress can define as mental pressure or worry caused by the problems in life. Is normal to everyone had deal with stress because it is part of life and if the stress is handled by true step, its can make ourselves will enjoyed with our life even though we had any problems. Many step that useful to our life for handling the stress in true term such arrange the schedule of our life to be in better than before this, calm ourselves when get any problem and hover ourselves to God.

        For the first step, we should know about ourselves before do something to avoid any stress in life. When we knowing ourselves in totally, we can enjoy and make new schedule that will make ourselves happy. If before this our life full with a pack schedule, we can change it based on our daily life that full with jobs and happiness. With changing our schedule, it is more arrange before that and will less our stress because we was enjoy with new life.

       We can also calm ourselves when get any problem with doing something that will make ourselves enjoyed it. For example by listening music, it can help our mind to forget about our problem in a minute or hour or to be whole day if we enjoy with the song that be played to be heard. It is also can reduce the stress in our life and can make we forget about our problem that should face it every day.

       Lastly, the step that we can use for decreasing the stress in our life is by hover ourselves to God. It can execute by prayers at midnight, help each other that needed help from themselves and chanting also remembrance to God. It’s not only can reduce our stress but it is too benefits to themselves because with doing things, it already add our reward for supply of the dead. So, we should not frustrate when get any problems caused it can contribute toward stress in our life.

         

  For those which has any stress should not attending to feeling that can damage our life. It’s not good for us because it can contribute bad impact as human. So, before doing something that bad to us, we should thinking many  times to avoid offense that will be eternal in life.

article review

http://www.suite101.com/article.cfm/islam_in_the_us/31762

EID UL-FITRI

Eid ul-Fitri is coming soon. People are excited to celebrate that include me. Now we take fasting in Ramadhan. Not only people in Malaysia take Eid ul-Fitri, but around the world. This happen because majority in the world are islamic region that they are Muslim. 

I choose the celebration of Eid ul-Fitri because majority people in Malaysia will celebrate that with own family. Not for Malay’s people celebrate Eid ul-Fitri but all people in Malaysia such Indian’s people and Chinese’s people. For the rest that study overseas, they are celebrated Eid ul-Fitri with islamic people at there and without their own family. 

The article is about islamic religion's people known as Muslim was fasting in Ramadhan for one month and after one month they are fasting, in Syawwal they are celebrated month-long achievement which were performed for the sole purpose of pleasing and serving Allah. For the first Eid, they are eat everything such sweet snack such dates and for the children, first Eid ul-Fitri is awaited to get raya money from other adult people so that shown the Muslim is favour to other people. This article also tells about the benefits fasting toward ourselves because is to be strong human even though we tired with temporal things.

From the article, I agree about that because as human known as Muslim should have fasting to hover ourselves to Allah and it’s also to test about human patiently in ourselves. It also teach ourselves to feel that people in lurch life in this world. In Eid ul-Fitri, all Muslim in this world celebrate together with own family and go to the friend's houses also go to cousin's houses to greetings each other. This phenomenon was also happen toward people that study at overseas because all people celebrate Eid ul-Fitri is to greetings each other. We also can create the moment that is so fun and give good feedback to each other when celebrate that together. From this moment can closer ties to each other because sometimes only one times we are in whole family cohere at one place. For the rest at overseas, they can closer ties to each student at the place of their study also other Muslim’s family that they from same country.

For the conclusion that I get it from this article, everywhere we are at Malaysia, London, Eid ul-Fitri will be celebrate because it’s obligatory to each Muslim. Celebration of Eid ul-Fitri also has more benefits as closer ties to whole family and friends, greetings each Muslims and teaching patience in human. May God bless everyone during Eid ul-Fitri in Syawwal.